| Good morning whole entire world. =]] Today is a great great great faboulous wonderful amazing day. BECAUSE TODAY, is Monday! And also, because on August 2nd, 2008 from 12 am to 8 pm, there will be...A BENEFIT CONCERT!! What is more fun than giving to those who need it? I'll tell you, nothing. Except milkshakes...and i'll drink yours UNLESS YOU COME OUT. Be happy! .:my name is lauren:. |
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| Hey. Xanga is all differenty. Lol. I have decided I am dedicating this whole page to Heather in the hopes of saving our friendship. So this is all for you now Heather. It's about you and it's yours to tell me what you want me to write and I won't complain on here. This is where you can come to when you need to feel better. I love you! I just want things like they used to be. I miss you and I will never say that I don't want to be friends lest I be struck dead by a lightning bolt because I'm a liar. You are one of very few things that keep me alive and I will never feel different about you no matter what I say or how I act. I mean it. You are my best friend and you have always been. I think you were before I even met you. I don't want you to ever think that I don't care for a second because no matter where life takes us you will always be a part of me and I don't ever wanna hear you say that you don't wanna be friends because hearing you say that was like being stabbed. I need you more than you know and I wouldn't lie about that. I'm sorry for ever making you think I didn't appreciate you or I didn't care about your problems. You are my muse. I miss you and I wish you were here so I could give you a hug. <3 .:my name is lauren:. |
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| Ugh. I got a boyfriend but thanks to this fucking 4 day weekend I can't see him and my best friend is running away from me and my other best friend is going to fucking Alabama and my "brother" might die from smoking..... I'm about to be lonely .:my name is lauren:. |
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| I'm so happy he won the Heisman. It gives us Florida fans another thing to smile about. Go Gators...!! Lol. I have to say I think the Gator Nation is pretty awesome. Even the colors are awesome. To think that Tebow is just a sophomore! I mean, it's amazing to me. He is super talented and I am so happy he won. It kind of lit up my day. I've been upset sicne my break up and I think Heather getting voted off ANTM just added to it. But now, at least tomorrow when I go to my parents' Fantasy Football party I can rub it in the face of my Seminole fan employer that a Gator is walking away with the Heisman this year. It would only be better if a Seminole was a runner up. I feel bad for Xanga. It was the original blog site before stupid Myspace. Myspace has a bunch of pansies on it. I hate those stupid bulletins on there...same with certain Facebook notes. It's like....come on guys, I don't want to read your sissy bs, sorry. Tell it to someone who cares..Idk. Make a You Tube video. Lol. Holla! Especially you Heather, super holla since you are the only one reading this!! .:my name is lauren:. |
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| If I didn't think that venting online for the world to see was a pussy thing to do then I would do it. I will keep it short...I got dumped.... I'm not surprised....I'm not upset....right now I am kinda blah....I'm sitting with the phone debating whether or not I have the guts to call this guy...and talk to him....he's my best friend...but I don't know if I can form the words to say that without it coming out weird... .:my name is lauren:. |
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